Herbs I needed. I don’t need them anymore.A.

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Unpacking the heavy sedatives I needed. The herbs that were so strong.
For months. Years. Suffering. Hospital visits. Passing out. Vomiting. Struggle. Pain. 
I couldn’t feel better even if they worked because I was treated so badly. Exhausted from it. 

I use herbs now differently. And under recommended doses… and they work.

Knowing what I need. What I want. What I need.

There are no herbs to cover. Only aid. Consciously with intelligence and acupuncture. I know how to live life better…

These herbs….. wow. The old ones. What a bad relationship I had… 



Stress support ashwagandha pure lavender oil. Stress. The stress. 

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