Sentimental objects

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Moms film
mug given to me for child modeling at Mattel in the 80’s
Moms friendly plastic pin art
Tim’s rock
Handmade chocolates bag!

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Pixies ticket for the San Francisco show August Hall 2019

Pens kept from childhood “totally cool slimy” style. 
Grandfathers 1940’s mechanical pencil. 

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