Today and rays 10th birthday

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 This morning we went out for coffee at the favorite joint. Lavender and honey.

I met a metrication friend synchronistic. We all talked about pickle ball and zen and all that kind of stuff I love. Candle gazing. Harmonium playing, it was cool to see her. I went back to the studio, chicken has a hurt paw, she’s on the couch and Christine’s working.


There’s the tree! I was so so tired last night. We put up a real tree. I’d never had a tree in my life but I love it. 

I’m working hard on keeping the home functioning more towards 100% each day.

There’s been days full of little victories. Boxes unpacked favorite stuff relocated. 

The studio and kitchen are most important because when I get frustrated with the rest I can go to the studio to deal with my frustration, to center my life again. The studio is a place where life makes sense.

Today is also rays 10th birthday.

My creations of life.














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